The Reverie

The tiny musings found below will perhaps provide you an opportunity to pause and reflect on our world and our place in it. You can subscribe to receive posts in your inbox (approximately once a week)! Note: all writing and art is © Christopher Buddle.

  • Frogs aplenty!

    the April cacophony

    wetlands awake

    sing, sing sing!

    It’s earth day! And a perfect day to celebrate the small animals in our midst, including frogs that live in our local wetlands (ha! I posted about frogs last Earth day, too!).

    The spring chorus has started, and it lifts the spirits. Give the earth some love today!

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • mountains and poetry

    I’ve written about green mountains before, and my favourite haiku is about them (and much more):

    the deeper I go / the deeper I go / green mountains (1926, Taneda Santōka, For All My Walking, translation by Burton Watson)

    I continue to think of these distant mountains with regularity, and find myself trying to paint them over and over again, whether on scraps of watercolour during my commute, or on a Sunday afternoon on larger watercolour paper. I have painted dozens of scenes of green mountains and I can’t get them quite right. Perhaps someday I will finish a painting of these mountains that aligns with the image in my mind. Will I ever be truly satisfied? I somehow doubt it. Perfection just isn’t possible with the distant green mountains, which themselves are perfect.

    a small selection of green mountain watercolours

    Painting green mountains is like writing, whether essays, a blog entry, poetry, or letters. What I love about haiku is the idea of breaking down a concept, image, moment into the simplest form, with simple words. Taking a story of something complex and reducing it to its ‘essence’ – the true, and core elements. I find this process gratifying and endlessly challenging. Fewer words are usually better. Conciseness is the goal, yet also there must be just enough words to give clues and hints, and a sense that there is always more to learn, discover, admire

    (as an aside, this was the basis and goal of my book, A Portrait of Astonishing Nature, published last year. Create a story of a species using haiku and simple watercolours. Capture just enough for the reader to be curious).

    Some time ago I got asked to do a poetry reading. This created panic and fear in me, but I said yes anyway. At the time the date was so far away I didn’t really think much of it. But now, as the date approaches (next week!), I am worried. Anything I write is never done: it’s too raw, and full of errors. And I don’t see myself as a poet. I see myself as an aspiring writer who can sometimes (and with a bit of luck) be poetic. My poems, as with my art, always feel unfinished to me, and like the green mountains, never capture things perfectly.

    So next week I’ll be alongside poets and sharing what I do, for better or worse. For this event I decided to write two new sets of haiku and one longer poem. I wrote early drafts of these three pieces over the past several months, although some are much older as they evolved from single stand-alone haiku written last year. What has been different and interesting is that this process has been a break from the norm, as I’ve been editing and refining more than I usually do.

    Refine, rework, restart.

    I am grateful to be able to go through this process, and devote more time to editing. I have, however, been reflecting on whether I will be more satisfied with the end result. It’s entirely possible to overdo it: it’s easy to add too much paint, overwork it, or search too hard for a turn of phrase, or word, or image. As you move closer to those perfect mountains they rise up and more imperfections emerge. The smooth ridges seen from afar become rocky and harsh and, well, different. Is it better to step back again, knowing their perfection comes from the distance between you and them?

    Is less more? Or more generally:

    How do you know if you are done?

    This is the Big Question. And like the Biggest of the Questions, the answer is elusive, and that is something to be at peace with.

    Here, by the way, is the advert (poster) for the poetry reading (big thanks to Poetry Matters for the invite!):

    (I’m impressed if you stuck with this essay to the end. I am not sure there is an end, really. If nothing else, what you have here is a reflection about the creative process, poetry and green mountains. Maybe that is interesting to some of you!)

    PS. I enjoy reading and thinking about the creative process, and this relatively recent book is worth a look. On this topic, Danny Gregory has a lot to offer too. And the classic “The Artist’s Way” may be worth a look, especially if you are stuck.

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • chickens

    poultry in the news

    the birds just want to be birds

    chickens and eggs

    I’m not going to be political with this post, but with eggs and avian flu in the news so much, chickens are on my mind. I also hear roosters almost every morning too – a neighbor has a coop and I love to hear the cock-a-doodle-dos.

    And on the topic of chickens, I do hope you have all seen the following scientific paper about chickens: Chicken Chicken Chicken: Chicken Chicken.

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • landscapes from the train

    from the train window

    landscapes revealed, field by field

    home beckons

    Over the last week I’ve been more deliberate about pulling out a mini-watercolour palette and pad towards the end of my commuter train trip back home at the end of the day. Often I find myself so tired by this point in the day, and therefore end up wasting time scrolling on my phone.

    But as spring emerges and the daylength gets longer, the views out the train window are lovely, especially as I transition from city centre, to the suburbs, and finally to the fields and forests as I get closer to my hometown. I tried to capture some of these in watercolour (with a bit of pen), but also used my imagination for some, and used the views out of the window as inspiration for unseen landscapes or landscapes in my mind. I hope you enjoy!

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • kermit

    Kermit the frog here

    being curious and kind

    a friend for today

    I came across a reel recently with Kermit the Frog* and Fozzie having an existential crisis (here’s the link). It was wonderful. It also took me down a rabbit hole on YouTube watching old videos of the Muppets, but notably Kermit. The Muppets were part of my childhood, and seeing videos of the Muppets fills me with joy and nostalgia.

    The conclusion I have come to: We all need some Kermit in our lives and channeling this fella would do us some good. Kermit exudes kindness, caring, and empathy. He also exhibits a broader range of emotions (here’s an example), and talks about those emotions. He is funny, values friendship, and always curious. He likes to share knowledge if he has it, but also likes to listen and learn from others. These are good things to keep in mind.

    *I know there have been various Kermits over the years, but when I think of Kermit the Frog, I really think only of Jim Henson’s Kermit. Here is an example of the brilliance.

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • Listening to nature

    Someone asked me the other day about how I listen to nature. This is a great question and I could not easily answer it on the spot. This question has been rumbling around my mind for a few days now. I have come to realize that I am almost always listening to nature, or trying to. It might be the distant caw-caw of crows, perhaps the sounds that pigeons make as they whoosh and flutter when taking off from sidewalks, or maybe the rustling of leaves on a windy day.  These semi-regular occurrences of listening to nature can happen every day, in city or country, during a quick walk to your car or when standing in line for a bus. They can be in the depth of winter (trees crack and groan under extreme cold!) and even above the din of rush hour. Nature always talks and it’s not hard to hear its voices. 

    the distant crow cries

    startling in perfection

    a song for all time

    The internet and the apps on our phones provide other ways to practice the act of listening to nature. I was recently given a link to frog sounds of Quebec as a way to start to train my ear so I can recognize their calls (I am planing on taking part in a monitoring project this spring in some local wetlands). I decided to click away on the links for a while and immediately was transported to those wetlands even though I was sitting in my office during a deep freeze in mid-January. It was time travel, and space-travel, facilitated by the speakers on my computer. You can also click through bird sounds online, or listen to past recordings you may have made, taking you to past efforts trying to learn backyard birds. You can easily head down a rabbit hole on YouTube to catch sounds (and videos) of tranquil places filled with babbling brooks and the ambiance of tropical forests. 

    Listening to nature be the anticipation of sounds. This might be seeing the V-formation of geese in the distance, and readying oneself for their honking as they approach and pass overheard. It might be anticipating the buzz of mosquitoes in your ear just before heading out for a walk in the woods mid-summer. Later today, for example, I am heading to the St Lawrence Seaway to catch the snow geese assembling there as they head north. I can anticipate the symphony of their calls. It could also be preparing yourself for that incoming thunder storm in summer – the really intense ones that build up all day and your entire being knows that soon the rumbles will start, approach, and CRACK all around; the howling winds and sideways rainfall. The truly wild and ferocious weather that shakes the entire house and causes the dog to scurry and tremble. 

    the storm approaches

    shaking our foundations

    ozone in the air

    The mind and memory are so powerful, and sounds are so deeply embedded in our subconscious, that you can listen to nature in your mind, and this can take you places and perhaps bring peace and joy. You can imagine the sounds of a wolf howling even if you are sitting on a commuter train. It is a superpower you possess.  Although I have not lived in Alberta for over 20 years, I can immediately recall the gentle rustling of trembling aspens in the boreal forests north of Edmonton. 

    Listening with nature is more difficult and requires patience, care, and the setting becomes important. These are the rare moments (at least for me!) when you can sit quietly outside and fully open your ears, mind, and body. You can breath slowly and open up to nature’s embrace and hear its more subtle voices. It can be dockside on a warm summer afternoon, relaxing in the forest mid-way through a hike, or taking time to close your eyes while finishing lunch on a park bench. These are the moments when you catch the tiny chirp chirps of tree-top warblers, the tip-toeing of squirrels as they navigate leaf-fall and cache their horde, or perhaps the fall of frass* from caterpillars overhead. I must strive to listen with nature more often. 

    sit in the forest

    on a verdant bed of moss

    enduring kindness 

    Listening to nature is larger than the sensory definition of listening. Listening is about the stories of nature that you are part of, you learn about, you teach about. They are a narrative and you can be the narrator or recipient of the stories told, or the memory of the story. You can surely reflect the basic plot line of your favourite book, movie, or television series. Your memory can re-create the main arch of the story and the cast of characters. You can see them, visualize the dramatic scenes, and the climax. The story of the earth, its ecosystems, its species and their histories, is a sweeping tale larger than any novel you have read. You can learn about this story, write, draw or photograph snippets of it, and play it back to yourself whenever you want. You can listen to this story of our planet. It’s quite compelling and dramatic, with a plot that is still unfolding. 

    this ancient story

    ferociously unfolding

    the earth gently breathes

    The question, then, about how to listen to nature is complex and multi-layered and so much more than the obvious answer of: “I listen and register when I hear the sounds of nature”. It is about the interplay of the living and the non-living world; the ways that our built-up landscape intersects with wild lands. It’s about big animals, small creatures, plants, and the ways the flora and fauna changes through the day, with weather and seasons, and because of us and in spite of us. It is the stories that you have been told, the stories you are writing, and the stories unfolding; you can listen to these if you open yourself to it. It’s more poignant, bittersweet, tragic, and beautiful that you could ever imagine. 

    Listening to nature is, simply put, one of the greatest gifts. That’s why I find myself trying to listen all the time. It brings me authentic hope and gratitude. This is what I need to stay grounded and tethered in a world that is unravelling. 

    *frass is insect poop. There you have it. 

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • pileated

    knocking about all year

    searching for hidden insects

    hard-headed friend

    Thanks to the tree-filled streets of my town, pileated woodpeckers are common in my area all year, and often seen in my own backyard. They are impressive birds, with super-strong beaks, perfected for drilling into dead or dying tree trunks, searching out insects that are hiding therein. The red shock of feathers upon their heads is truly striking and a key identifying feature in addition to size and overall habitus. Give them a nod ‘hello’ next time you see one of these feathered friends!

    PS: yes, I missed posting last week, sorry! I was out of the country and occupied with some mid-winter vacation time!

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • the elephant

    never forgetting

    roaming on the savannah

    this changing world

    Over a decade ago I was lucky enough to travel to Kenya for a work trip. I think of that trip regularly, especially at this time of year since my trip back then was in the winter season here, so in addition to the time zones and change in environment, there was also a seasonal change.

    The wildlife in Kenya was incredible: seeing elephants, lions, ostriches, and weavers was a biologist’s dream. I will often catch myself back there, imagining the elephants roaming while the world whizzes along, with all its troubles ever-present.

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • wildlife

    stillness

    watching from the forest edge

    be still

    It’s such a treat to catch a glimpse of wildlife, but sometime wildlife watches us without us knowing. Deer are a great example: easy to spot if they are moving about, but easy to miss if they stand quietly. Standing quietly, and being still, is worthwhile.

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025

  • the cold city

    the howling winds

    batter the city dwellers

    do skyscrapers dream?

    It’s been quite cold of late, and the winter winds are quite bracing in the city – more so than in my quiet country town. The verticality and rigidity of the landscape in a city centre creates corridors for the weather, battering the wee humans traveling along roads and short-cutting through parking lots and by frozen park benches. The contrasts of the seasons are on my mind on these days, as it is these same places that can be so hot and humid in mid-summer, with the lushness of street trees bringing greenery to all. And while the days are getting longer, winter will have us in its grasp for many weeks ahead. Stay warm!

    © Christopher M Buddle 2025